My face is breaking out! I think cause its all the stress Preuss is giving me. I havent gotten a good night sleep since like….I dont know. Stupid teachers always giving us projects and stuff. Need summer to come faster!

Hmm I really want my iPod Touch godammit!

I’m harry potter ;]

For you:

Learn to apologize

Learn to listen

Learn to realize your wrong

Learn to realize that you need to do you homework

Learn to realize that your that if you dont get good grades or dont have enough time, its your fault

Learn to prioratize

Learn to be self independent

Learn care

Learn to realize your mistakes you make

Learn to realize that that whole fight could have been prevented if you just told me

Learn to realize I’m only mean caues I have to be, there isnt another chioce

Learn to think about what you say or do before you do them

Learn to care for me on days other then Sundays

Learn to open up

Learn to know that my words are true and I’m not afraid to bring shit up

Learn to try new things

Learn to be outgoing

Learn to be respectful

Learn to know how I feel

Learn to show me that you really can do it

So do i have tumblarity? Wtf is it? Hmm well i guess if you have more of it then your pretty cool.

well lets see, its been a while since ive been on here. I figured that life is just always the same with the same old people and same old cycle. Always sleep, school, homework, friends, sleep with the addition of football maybe? Anyways its always the same…

I really dont feel like typing it all up on here either, but I’ll try I guess caues I have no homework and I dont want to try to do any, but here we go.

Karen Karen Karen, how the things you say can make a night reckless and turbulent. How can you expect me to open up to you when dont? I can no problem, but can you? How you said people are stupid, well tell me why instead of saying they just are, if you mention something thats bothering you i expect you to talk about it. Im tired of taking the initiative of starting things setting an example. You need to start learning to be you, to follow what you want to do. Dont tell me to STFU about me lecturing about your grades, cause until you can prove me wrong, it wont stop. Dont like them? Well deal with it or leave. Learn to listen to my advice cause you don’t.

Friends are supposed to be there for you always right?

“We thought we needed to call Amber Alert LOL” - Tam and Nguyen <3

“Hey besty! We didnt talk yesterday!”- Alyson <3

At least they showed some concern when I didnt sign on aim yesterday. People like these make my day.

Anyways since im sooooooooooo ghetto to the max, Ive decided to make my own screen printed t-shirts. I got some funny designs that I wanted to do, just hopefully the paper comes in and they turn it out good.

Its strange, all the friends I want to hang out with seems to be confined in there homes. We should have kick back days, that would be great you know. Just talking as a group playing stupid games and having fun. Developing crushes and such. Those would be the days, until they ” Cant Stop, Wont Stop, I must be dreaming”

The maine calms me down, Love them to death.

I need cash and a job, maybe I’m not getting call backs because I dont have a answering machine, FAIL!

Haha my cousin Henry beat me in Basketball today, and hes 10. I suck :P

I get 50 Dollars tomorrrow, pretty cool but gonna save it up for college. Even though 50 is like nothing, its a start.

“Shes got a man, Im with her bestfriend”

So things are just floating in my mind, im typing as it goes if you didnt notice.

Oh shizz i forgot to get popsicles today….hmmmm damm.

Kay, well its getting late at like 11:55. I wanna sleep.

Goood night lady and Gentlemens.

Girls need to learn how to grow some damn confidence. Maybe im just refering to one person but she needs to wake up and stop dreaming. Nothings gonna ever change if you dam attitude stays the same way all the friggin time! “Im gonna get a 2” Well shit if you believe in that then you might as well get one. At least aim higher for some shit. Why do i even deal with this shit. Same old things all the time. I ask you to change you habits, you dont what else can I do. I mean replying back to me when i ask you a damn question, is that hard?? Fuck learn to grow some confidence in yourself.

Risque - Cute is What We Aim For

My kickass robot

11:54 on a Sunday night, another fight. The same problems keeps popping in our relationship. I tell her to do her homework and finish up, but she refuses. She responds back that shes tired and is going to wake up to do it, but that dosent work either. All she does is she wakes up, then ends up falling to sleep, even I would know as I that happens a lot to me all the time. But what the fuck! It gets me frustrated how she can’t just finish homework. I know she has other shit to do, but seriously? 4 hours and only 3 pages of notes? How is she gonna survive APUSH? Plus she has all the other notes to catch up on, thats a lot of work. Gets me mad. I try my best, I dont know why I end threatening her by saying I wont talk to her, but it’s like my last resort. She wants a 4.0, but your not gonna get a 4.0 by not doing your homework. I care so much about but she just dosent understand. I want her to succeed in school, achieve her goal of a 4.0, be able to do homework efficiently, want her to have a future at a good school but you need grades for that. I want to help her achieve her goal but she dosent believe herself, while I still do, thats why I’ve stuck with this for a year and 6 months. I can’t just let her put herself in the same old position of getting 3.4’s and crap, thats state standard and I know she dosent want to go to state. I wish I could not worry about her grades, causes me stress but hey thats part of a relationsihp, you gotta worry about the other and I do. I do want to talk to her, but with out change in her habits, whats ever gonna change? Idk what to do, but whatever life works itself out right? Lets hope so…